Vinlanders soon gained a reputation for excessive violence and became one of the fastest-growing racist skinhead organizations in the US.
In 2005, Widner married Julie Larsen and a year later, the couple had a son. The responsibilities of fatherhood gave Widner the desire to reform and leave the racist movement, a desire shared by his new wife.
Widner took the decision to leave the neo-nazi group, but it took years of death threats and harassment before he felt that he was finally becoming “human again.”
Widner’s attempts to become part of regular society were understandably made more difficult by his many facial tattoos, which were both intimidating and openly racist. His wife Julie was afraid that he would do something extreme to erase his tattoos, so depressed and desperate he was becoming.
“I was totally prepared to douse my face in acid,” he said in an interview with the Associated Press.
The complete removal of Widner’s facial tattoos took around a year and a half, and he had to endure over a dozen individual procedures, all of them were excruciatingly painful.
Dr. Bruce Shack, chair of the Department of Plastic Surgery at Vanderbilt University Medical Center in Nashville, told Widner that the removals would feel like “you have the worst sunburn in the world, your face will swell up like a prizefighter, but it will eventually heal.”
“This is not going to be any fun.”
It often took days for the burns and oozing blisters to heal, before he was ready for the next round under the laser. But Widner was determined to do the right thing by his new family, and he kept on going back for the agonizing procedures until only some scarring remained.
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